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Depression

I've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple. Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression: You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you wi

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Deviant for 16 years
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Favourite genre of music: alternative, indie, jazz, classical
Favourite photographer: henri-cartier bresson,
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Personal Quote: "better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without"

Favourite Visual Artist

warhol, van gogh, picasso, klimt, dali

Favourite Movies

monty python, pan's labyrinth, life is beautiful, amadeus, marie antoinette, v for vendetta

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

elliott smith, beatles, velvet underground, cat power, franz ferdinand,radiohead, coldplay, bach

Favourite Writers

sylvia plath, shakespeare, poe, steinbeck, f. scott fitzgerald

Other Interests

photography, music, beautiful idealism, 4am tea while watching the sun rise

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queenmab16

Jun 6, 2009

unmasking scene

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The feeling was impossible to maintain, hopeless to sustain. It couldn't be like this forever, I knew. But I still tried to live in those moments because I knew Happiness was only physical euphoria, a surge of warmth; fleeting. It never lasted very long.   I fell asleep every night with no will to live, praying to that God I don't believe in, any God who would listen. If You exist, please erase me from this earth this and I will be eternally grateful foreverandever, Amen. I wished for caffeine highs and anything simply to balance the reality of void and prozac lows; simply to feel anything at all. Lord have mercy because I don't think anyon